* it seems like NOTHING

what do u guys feel if ape yg korang buat tak di appreciate? i've try my best to make a best birthday surprise to my brother, tapi macam tak ade pape? yeahh, words "tak lah semeriah mane" tu memang rase macam lil' bit rough for me after bertungkus lumus to give the best. maybe tak lah semahal mane cake yg dibeli, plus sambut kat stall tepi jalan jek. tak mampu nk bagi lebih. cume ke-ikhlasan aku nak celebrate birthday die tak dapat nk describe.  kalu nak dibanding kan birthday aku bulan lepas, aku tak nampak pon usaha dia. bukan nak mengungkit, tapi terasa sangat dengan die. aku tak harap pon die teruja nan surprise tuh. cukup appreciate pon jadi lah. penat mase nak plan bende tuh, tak payah nak cerita lah. sampai rase macam nak give up jek, cuz die pon macam tak nak bagi kerjasama pon. entah lahh. aku just harap kan yg terbaik jek. DAMN ! rase hancur gile bile bace blog die, bab ape yg ak harap kan tak lansung aku dapat. so thanks to my big brother, im sure that u will get a better present and surprise for ur birthday soon. u deserve that.. but what can i say now is, despite the fight, quarrels and all other candid argument, i still love u my dear brother. i hope this is the best birthday you've ever had. happy birthday.